Napa High School 1998 Poetry Contest Winners



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Napa High School conducted a poetry contest during National Poetry Month. The following 12 poems are the winners of the contest. Winners were announced at a Celebration of Poetry assembly on May 1st where Andrew Carroll of the American Poetry and Literacy Project made one of his last stops on his national poetry give-away tour. Mr. Carroll brought a copy of 101 Great American Poems to every one of the 2043 Napa High students. The winning poems were selected by four independent judges out of hundreds of poems submitted.

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                                books   The Poems

Twelfth Grade First Prize: Billy Wheeler
 
Time
 
Time is not constant
I make time
The clock thinks it makes time
      but I really make time
I make my time go fast
      or go slow
      or perhaps make it twist
      or maybe even float
But any way you see it
      I am better than it
The clock is one paced
      one toned
      one number, right after the other
It only makes me wait
      wait for what will never come
      and if it does, for all the wrong reasons
I must travel by the beat of my soul
The beat of my heart,
      a beat that shines through and defies any clock
I can make the moment last forever
      and ever
      and the clock
      only ticks
 


Twelfth Grade Second Place: Carrie Wallis
 
Peaceful Dreams

My head won¹t stop running
stop running
It just keeps whirling
and twirling
And thinking of more
of more
Stuff
 
Worries, and Hopes, and Dreams
All mixed together turned
oppressive
obsessive
Primary Colors Mixing
Blitz, blitz
Turned brown grey
Stop Stop
I Implore
I Simply Can¹t Take More
I am exhausted
Stop Now-

Peaceful thoughts
Be Strong
Clouds of Nothingness
Be Spacious
Fill My Restless Mind
With slow cool muted blue
And turn on peaceful dreams.
 



Twelfth Grade Third Prize: Lorena Hernandez

curtain call
the lights go up
i¹m in the dark
sick with the pain of my
energy
i feel the nudges
it¹s time to go
step into the light
out of the dark
as the fire goes through me
the pain melts away
and as the applause dies out
the lights go out
i¹m in the dark
huddled in the corner
sick with the pain of my
loneliness
 



Eleventh Grade First Prize: Lindseigh Omichinski
 
Please Realize This
 
Misunderstood,
Aren¹t we all?
Why do you think we
Write such depressing things?
Perhaps this is the
Supposed life of a teenager-
in that case,
God,
Grow me up now.
I don¹t want to put up with
All of this nonsense,
It makes me want to leave,
be gone.
Sure, you can talk to people,
But it really sucks to know
that no one can
make it better, or
give you a valid reason
that your life is falling apart.
Sure, you think you¹re in
The right,
But everywhere you turn
People scream you¹re in
the wrong.
I¹m seventeen
going on ninety-
And I¹ve just realized
that there aren¹t only
Two sides to the story,
There are a thousand.
Trying to look into
each side
Is
Slowly eating us all alive,
It drains us of our emotions,
This push to give and try,
It sucks our ability to smile
And forces us to lie.
We need cheering on
From the sidelines
Because Life didn¹t come
with guidelines.
Hey we are just learning
here, give us some credit-
Allow us some room for
Mistakes.
Sure we give our all
And sometimes our all
Isn¹t enough,
But realize we need tenders
Of affection, too-
Not just demands of
Improvement.
We are our yesterday and our tomorrow
So Please love all of us,
Our faults and our glories.
 


Eleventh Grade Second Place: Kate Johnston
 
 
You wanted to find love in the shape of a beetle
your heroes wore suits
and talked like they didn't have a care in the world
you wanted a heart in the shape of a rock
you wanted to lust, and have lust and hold lust
but the boundaries of lust were too scary
so you chose love
it was easier to spell
because love didn't cause embarrassing pinnacle moments
for people like you
you chose paint over chalk
you chose mice
You never chose
You stayed away from the idea of friends and dying
your heroes capitalized and made bigger and better movies
They entered the year 2000
They left you with some Italian shoes and a pin striped suit with holes in it
They left with nothing
So you didn't want friends
But you begged for them always
You didn¹t want them to die
you begged them not to.
The Chain got stuck in your head and you hated them
you hated me
but I know you don't, believe that it¹s true,
I never meant any harm to you...
you found your cat, hid your lighter and kissed the syringe,
 
for laughs...
but darling,
This poem isn't for you.
 


Eleventh Grade Third Place: Lori Claus
 
Changes
 
Gloom, darkness, danger of the night,
Groping for the source of yellow light.
Lost, scared, abandoned of youth,
Searching for meaning of life,
Unconverted in the ways of the world.
Of the coarse, crude, expansive Universe.
Knowing of the pleasures of Childhood,
Unknowing of the pleasures of adulthood,
Hunting in the forest of life,
Sectioned on the basis of ability.
A tragic change marking the completing of adolescence
Knowing so much, yet understanding so little.
Freedom, choices, and comprehension all go hand in hand,
Mind, soul, and body changed forever.
Gripping the fear, that grips you so hard,
Yanking to be in control, striving to be unlike the
Only adults you know, but ending up back at the
Beginning of the cycle.



Tenth Grade First Place: Nicole Lloyd
 
The Mystery in Grace
 
They say her face is bright
Could it be?
'Tis true, full and glistening
 
A wreath of roses
Crowns her head
You hardly notice them
 
The pleasant expression upon her face
Nothing could detract
So happy and full of grace
 
From head to toe
Dressed with lace, roses, and bows
Like a proper young girl
 
When the girl spoke, she cursed
Did not know how to speak a kind word,
Of all the girls I've ever met
She was the worst
 
The girl across the street
Doesn¹t look too neat
Her loving attitude shines the good in her
 
She¹s not rich
Never will she act like a witch
Grace can be found not on the face
But in the heart, in that place.
 


Tenth Grade Second Place: Lauren George
 
Unbreakable Ice
 
They roll and crawl down, she shivers
A cracking of the unbreakable ice
What mask will she wear today?
She may no longer, can not break a chain
Her face is too wet, too scared to say no
She lives in darkness and fear
Can not, will not.
Is she able to?
Discover her trueself
Is there one?
Too afraid to die and too afraid to live
Is there an inbetween?
I don't know, I don't care
Can we live with a toothless smile?
Is that really a smile?
Can you cry without tears, without fears?
How long will it last?
Until it is past away
In time your heart will break the ice
Or are those the tears?
You can not live without emotion
They roll and crawl down, she shivers
A cracking of the unbreakable ice.
 


Tenth Grade Third Place: Julie Stuart
 
Still We Wait
 
When all the bombs finish falling
And all the innocent people stop crying,
The memories of the war just past
Will lay still inside, yet forever last.
Enemies have gone home for good,
Families of the dead wish thier soldiers could.
The leaders say, ³The war we¹ll win.²
But they aren't the ones who die among men.
Soldiers have wives, daughters and sons,
It doesn't matter they still carry guns.
War is the monster that preys on us all
It sits behind beating hearts and waits for the fall.
We have the choice to battle or not
All of the decisions come without thought.
So we wait for the day with courage from above
For when the world says as one "Our way is love".
 


Ninth Grade First Place: Aleah Hockridge
 
Beautiful Dreamer
 
The moon, so big and beautiful
blankets the sleepy dreamer
as the old candle flickers
by her bedside.
The shadows dance
playfully as the girl sleeps away.
 
Soon her parents come home from a party they were away
at, to see their beautiful
daughter sleeping, and they silently dance
down the hall, leaving the dreamer
to sleep, as her faithful cat stretches at her bedside.
The dripping candle still flickers,
 
and outside the moonlight flickers
through the window, yet it is so far away.
The girl's cat leaves her bedside
and wanders into another room in the beautiful
Victorian home, as the peaceful dreamer
sleeps quietly, unaware of the dance
 
that the trees outside are performing, and their dance
progresses as the wind picks up. Now the candle flickers
more violently, and the dreamer
gets a slight chill, which goes away
after she pulls her beautiful
antique quilt up to her chin, just as her faithful cat returns to her
bedside.
 
Now the cat is peacefully sleeping on the bedside
rug, and the girl is dreaming of a dance
she once saw at a ballet, and she dreams of herself as a beautiful
ballerina, wearing a pretty dress and a jeweled necklace that flickers
in the moonlight as she dances the night away.
A smile spreads across the face of the dreamer,
 
and although she is asleep, the dreamer
looks remarkably like the girl in the tiny old photo on her bedside
dresser, the one of her favorite ballerina dancing away.
Someday the dreamer will dance
as elegantly as the ballerina. But for now the candle still flickers,
as it does each night, reassuring the girl of the beautiful
dreams as they dance
in her head. The girl still sleeps, as does the cat by her bedside,
and they look beautiful.
 


Ninth Grade Second Place: Adrian Atman

  The Lake
 
I sit here and remember times of the past
I stare upon the lake; A dream
I glance at the clouds, Hope floating up, out of reach
 
People who come and go
Never stopping, to view and understand
Driven towards unseen destinations
Never glancing at the clouds
Never stopping to swim in the lake
 
Childhood: Long lost
For some forgotten
For others revered
Left behind
 
Children climb trees
Children swim in lakes
Children stare at clouds
 
Childhood shattered;
Dreams shattered;
Hope shattered;
 
Childhood gone; Duty taking its place
Traveling forward; Always forward
Not to stop, Only to look back
Leaving a point never to return to it the same
 
Some pause; Most not for long
They glance at the clouds
Take a dip in the lake
But always heading down the trail
 
The trail that lead me here
The trail that continues on
The trail I have not yet taken
 
I sit and watch the clouds
I stare at the lake
Remembering times from long ago
Never to return
Only to be remembered
 


Ninth Grade Third Place: Alaric Scott
 
I Don't Understand!
 
As I chat on the computer,
With girls around the world,
I think to myself,
About the minds of those girls.
 
I never can tell,
If it¹s Heaven or Hell,
They¹re way too confusing,
For me, I can¹t tell.
 
I go on a trip,
Right into their minds,
But it¹s dangerous territory,
Like a field of mines.
 
To me I am having,
A very good time,
When all of a sudden,
She tells me I¹m BLIND!
 
The tantrums they throw,
Are as bad as a storm,
You have to take cover!
The weatherman warns.
 
What did I say?
What did I do?
I take it all back,
I swear I love you!
 
I chat the next day,
With my girlfriend in France,
And then she complains,
That my mind¹s in my pants!
 
My girlfriend up north,
She says I¹m an Ox,
She makes me just want,
To crawl in a box.
 
And talk of annoying,
My love from New Jersey,
She¹s got a sharp tongue,
And gets downright surly!
 
But I keep coming back,
Now listen to this,
I¹d rather admit,
It¹s quite simple, Bliss!
 


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